I realized that I am not a good person.. I try to be. Really hard. And yet I end up making mistake after mistake hoping that the outcome would be different. I must be either really stupid or clinically insane. I do this thing where when I am unhappy about something I do something that I HOPE would take my mind off it which actually just makes everything much worse. I am looking desperately for an escape and every door just seems to lead me to a path that will sink me deeper into this shit.
Honestly I am tired of making mistakes. But I dont have any idea what to do about it...
Mistakes only mean that you have opportunity to make things better. If you learn to do the thing differently from your mistake, then it's kind of like you're constantly learning. :) If you have the sincere intention to be a good person, then I say you already are a good person. Chin up!
ReplyDeleteIts more like repeating the same mistakes over and over again.. That makes me a STUPID person ehhehe Anyway thanks for taking the time to comment. :)
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